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My husband is with totally different personality now after getting brain stroke. Facing the same 'face', I am confused and so afraid because I start forgetting who he was--the one I know and love. The memories with the original him has been gone little by little day by day.

$BBs:H(B, I am touched by the message about '$B8n$k(B'. But I don't dare to use the term of '$B8n$k(B'.For me, it's not just a term, not a 'promise' or responsibility either. It's Love and memory--really complicated and needs communicating and responses.

My husband was a professor too...so this drama really makes me touched. $B46
Winter is here!!! Take care and be well!